Wednesday, December 24, 2008

So this christmas....

...has sucked so far.Trying to look at the positives.Kinda hard when all thats being thrown at you is negative.Just ready for the holidays to be over.Christmas was my favorite time of year.Ever.Now,its the most miserable.Looking back on all the great times I had with people I loved.Times I can never have again.With people I may never see again.And my whole family is miserable and pissed off and taking it out on me.Making it seem(as always)like everything is my fault.I just want to lock myself in this room until school starts again.Who would have ever thought I would look forward to school more than anything?

Here's hoping it will get better later...To anyone reading.If you're reading.Have a Merry Christmas.Hopefully I can have the same..

1 comment:

Mandarin said...

It WILL get better. I promise. Hang in there, babe. You're family doesn't mean it. It's difficult for them too. Forget about today, look to tomorrow, the future. It will get better. I'm always here for you, even if all you need is an ear. I love you. Merry Christmas.