Holidays..

Holidays are somewhat bittersweet for me.I love the holidays themselves,but I hate what they've become.I hate the way people act around the holidays.The greed,selfishness.Everything.But I suppose there's good and bad to everything...

I can't wait for this summer. I love to travel.I love to just get away from everything.I don't care what anyone says I'm going for as long as I can this summer.Ireland,Paris and London.Belfast too,I suppose.

It was hard for me to be in Ireland without Michaela there.I wonder what it will be like without my uncle..

I keep getting all these end-of-the-year surveys from people.I refuse to answer them.Reminiscing about this past year does not bring me joy.It makes me sick.

I keep saying I can't wait to graduate.But everyone who's out of high school wishes they could go back.So I'm not really sure what I want.

I know I want a change.I want something good to happen instead of all the crap that's been happening.I want my efforts to be worth something. I want my life to be worth something.I mean,I know it is.But I want something more.Again,I'm not sure what...